‘Gut-Level’

I am not a good steward of my finances. I am selfish with my money, so selfish that I cannot even save money for own selfish needs, without spending most of it on my own selfish desires. I typically spend money on fun nights out to the movies, or meals outside of the café, even though I get free meals at the café.

My bank account does not connect with my affirmation of faith. I do not give any money to the church or to charity. I am ashamed that I have been so selfish. If I will not give my part to those who need, then how can I expect others to give. If I do not contribute, then no one will, and thus many will go without when I should go without.